Just a quick update:
- Saturday: went to Swiss resort with Ballon clan for mi lola’s birthday
- Sunday: Tagaytay; Leslie’s for lunch, Good Shepherd for meryenda, Ilog Maria for beauty products, Pink Sister’s for a little reflection.
- Monday: Seton for soccer, Lotus for gym, then GV for beeeebs. Super pagod day.
Can’t even sleep last night because of yesterday’s activities. Arms are aching last night, and I can’t do a damn thing about it. It kept me awake. O.o
Today’s a rest day because tomorrow is gym day. :)
Alam niyo yung feeling na:
- 3 months nang hindi nagkikita?
- Laging ikaw yung sinisisi kahit siya yung may mali?
- Sapilitan kang ginagalit/pinagseselos kasi “cute” ka daw pag galit/nagseselos?
- Lagi kang tinatakot na maghihiwalay na kayo?
- Laging ikaw yung dehado kasi pakiramdam niya laging ikaw yung may mali?
- Pag sa’yo niya ginawa, okay lang. Pag sa kanya na, sobrang galit na kaagad sa’yo?
Then, putangina, alam mo kung ano’ng nararamdaman ko ngayon. Nakakabadtrip! Parang yung growth niya as a person pabaliktad. Kasi pucha naman, kung matinong tao siya, at mature enough siya, di dapat siya ganyan ngayon. Eh hindi eh! Magagalit ka, galit din siya. Eh paano maaayos yung problema niyo kung walang magpapakumbaba diba? Pero ang point ko, dapat ba laging ako yung mag-gigive way? Hindi ba pwedeng siya naman? 15 months pa lang kami, ganito na. What more kung blahblah years na kami diba. Ngayon pa lang feel na feel ko na yung One More Chance. Parang di na kasi talaga healthy. Inaayos ko pero siya parang wala man lang effort. Nakakalungkot na nakakainis, na nakakagalit. Nakakabadtrip.
RANTS. Will try to calm down.
as I’ve said last night, I slept over at my cousin’s crib. We woke up a bit late for the target departure time, so dad was quite nagging at me to drag my ass into the car already so we can leave.
We spent the day in Splash Island, where Unilever held their annual Family Day. I definitely enjoyed the entire experience, except for a few things that I’d rather not mention here.
And yes, I’ll be sailing to Neverland in a few ticks, so let me wish you guys a Good Evening. Dead tired. -_-
This morning I had my usual Thursday routine starting with Tennis. After 2 years of lack of training, I can’t play long enough to finish drills. Badtrip. Ang taba taba taba taba ko na huhuhu (kelan ba hindi).
When I got home, I automatically dozed off. As in, shut down talaga. I watched Toy Story 2, then slept again. Ang pig ko lang. Hahahahaha. So anyway, basically all I did today was sleep. Then, when I woke up from siesta, we headed straight to my cousin’s place. Played modern warfare up to the present time. Grabe lang nag-addict mode ehh.
Sabi ng pinsan ko bihira daw na makakita siya ng babae na mahilig dun. Fun kaya. :))) soooo, we’ll be eating dinner in a few, then sleeping tiiiiiime! :) goodnight tumblr! :)
I have officially decided to bring my Tumblr account back to life. It has been (insert time measurement here) since I’ve actually posted/blogged something.
So uh, I downloaded this app so I think it would help me become even more active than before. Haha sinasabi pa ba yon? Okay, so seriously, I’ve missed blogging that much, and to tell you the truth, it’s actually quite boring because it’s summer and there’s no summer league in our subdivision (boo!).
I haven’t seen my boyfriend for at least 3 months on the 27th, which will also mark our 15th month (yay! :) ). I miss him more than I miss Tumblr-ing (hehe siyempre naman) because no one brings me home from school. Huhu. Wala lang , felt like saying these.
Sorry, ulitin ko na lang yung update. Uhhhh, lately, we’ve been arguing a lot because of some little things, which, I prefer, I will not publicize for some reasons. And mind you, some of those arguments would have broken us, but we came out stronger. Last night, mom scolded me because he fell asleep on the phone and she thought that he wanted me to stay on the line even after he’s asleep. She got angry because of thaaaaaat. Sorry ang babaw kasi. Personally, I think snores are one of the most comforting sounds that you can ever hear from that one special person. Honestly speaking, yes, it’s annoying and loud when you hear it while you’re asleep, but it’s comforting because that way, you’ll know that he/she’s asleep; safe and sound. HAHA midnight musings.
I think I’ve typed too much. I wanna sleep already, so, Goodnight/Goodmorning! :)
Forgive me for some grammatical errors; this is the first draft of a descriptive paper that i haven’t got the chance to finish.
Have you ever felt like you’re never going to be sad anymore? have you ever told yourself that, ‘hey, this could probably be the best day i’ve ever had.’, and later on proving yourself wrong because you’re going to be happier tomorrow? or have you ever done anything stupid but never felt any regret about doing it? Well, if you’re living your life with your bestfriend, then probably you’ve already felt/done the things i’ve stated earlier.Now, you’re probably asking how I came up with that conclusion. all those questions i asked earlier were true-to-life experiences, with the special participation of ALLESHIA GLOREN MORENTE GALANG, my bestfriend in the whole wide world.
have you seen a skinny girl, about 5’4 in height, walking around the campus? she has a fair complexion and a waist-length hair that goes well with her body built. if you have, then you’ve already met my partner in crime. because of her long name, most of our friends call her Leis. but because we’re best buds, we call each other Bebs. We met each other in highschool. We were first year students back then. Being a frosh, you still have a hangover on the life you had back in gradeschool. Back then, she was the only ‘girl bully’ in the batch. she used to taunt other girls and make them cry. unfortunately, i was one of her so-called ‘targets’, although i was stronger than the other girls and i did not even shed a single tear over her. she finally stopped picking on me, and eventually, i found myself sitting beside her during lunch. after an estimated 1095 days, we were still bestfriends, and we are about to graduate from high school. the only thing that caused conflict between us during those four years was misunderstanding. i thought she was mad at me so i didn’t talk to her for a whole day. the following day, we talked to each other and asked why we were both mad. it turned out that none of us was mad after all.
Currently, we both study in De La Salle University. i am under CLA, taking up BS Psychology, while she’s under COE, taking up BS ECE. We don’t see each other a lot nowadays. Sometimes i just pass by her without me noticing it. Although we rarely talk personally, social networking sites connect us after each and every busy day.
for me, she’s the real deal. she listens and gives out advices. she understands the way i feel in various situations. she’s always there for me. she’s like my other half, whom i can call upon whenever i’m in need. She’s the best bestfriend for me. with her, i always feel that sadness will just pass by because she’s there to keep me sane and happy. with her, i’ve always felt that ‘probably today’s the best day of my life’ and later on taking back what i just felt because i know for a fact that tomorrow’s going to be just as fun as today. and with her, i have done lots of stupid things, but i don’t regret having done them. i love my bestfriend; and i am probably spending the rest of my life with her on my side, just in case life becomes boring.
haha omg. never knew this one’s gonna sound like i love her as a lover. hahahahha joke lang bebs. :) haaaaay. DLSU-M days. dad asked me if i want to go back to Manila. I am still unsure.